Tuesday, February 23, 2010

How

How do you tell your sister-in-law, your friend, your wife's twin that life will get better? You don't know exactly what she's going through, even though you've been there before, it's always difference, but you know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel it's still on and you're there for her, next to her holding a candle to guide the way until she gets there? You know she feels alone, and it feels like she's burying herself alive one scoop of dirt at a time, but if with each drop of dirt, if she just steps forward eventually instead of getting buried she will come out on top. How do you keep from maiming the guy who broke her heart twice and every time he talks to her he jiggles that knife inside her heart, until it cuts right in half, how do you get this guy to realize he's not being anything but a bully and he just needs to stop talking to her, and even more how do you get her to realize she needs to stop talking to him, cause no matter what he was, what they shared, where they thought they'd be in 2, 5, 10, 40 years, all that changed when he decided this wasn't the life he wanted to lead, and yet SHE gave him a second chance, and he screwed her over again. When does he figure out that he makes it worse with every word? Why do we give so much of ourselves and invest so much time and love in others? Will it ever end? Where has the starlight gone?
Dark is the day
How can I find my way home?
Home is an empty dream
Lost to the night
Father, I feel so alone
I know that the night must end
And that the sun will rise
And that the sun will rise
I know that the clouds must clear
And that the sun will shine
And that the sun will shine
I know that the night must end
And that the clouds must clear
The sun
The sun will rise
The sun
The sun will rise
Brandy no one is ever worth giving up. I promise we're here for you, anytime you need us just pick up the phone, IM us, email us, call, text come by, whatever you need I promise we're here.