Rules

Why is it that rules only "apply" to some people and not everyone. In every job I've ever had there have been rules but those rules only apply to the people who are too scared to act against them, but the second you get on the other side of the line they no longer apply...There are always rules but as long as you follow the simplest amout people dont notice all the things you're doing wrong...I've been on both sides...Right now at least at Hale I'm in limbo I don't necessarily doing things wrong but I'm not necessarily following the letter of the law either...I'm just doing things the way I've always done them...So I'm not perfect I'll admit it, but I do things better than everyone else and I stay outta trouble...That's what it's all about right?! I know it's short but I lost my fire...

Sigh Christmas time is coming!

Oh honey...What can I do to put a smile on her face, we just spent an amazing 4 days together and now it's Monday and I've had to come back to work...I hate working without you, you bring joy to every moment of my life, and I love that you're going to spend the rest of our lives with me! So what more can I do to make you smile, to keep that smile glowing from sun up to sun down? Big SIGH...It's Monday at 1:38, at least the day is most of the way over. It's coming close to Christmas, which has to be my favorite holiday, except maybe Halloween. I love the snow, I love the feel and the anticipation that's in the air this time of year! I love the music, the time, the season, the smell...I hate how busy I always am, and feel but I guess that's what comes with working in theatre at Christmas, shouldn't be as rushed since it's only one theatre and I've got 2 nights off and most of Saturday...I can't wait for it to snow, I wish it would just start right this second and not stop till next year, a month of snow can you imagine?! What joy it is to have time to celebrate...I can't wait till we can afford Christmas...2 more days! When will today be over...I want the season to begin...After this week we have Christmas Carol...40 some odd performances, starting December 5th, runs thru the 23rd YAY!!! I love CHRISTMAS...But not as much as I love my wife!